Well, Roberta finally went and had another scan today. Unfortunately we now have to wait until the 14th to hear anything. Hurry up and wait, and wait, and wait.

We haven’t really said anything about how her cancer has been progressing because we don’t know. We know her liver enzymes are wacked, we know there are new tumors in her neck, we know she feels like crud more often and tires a lot easier. But, that’s all we really know since the last scan almost 4 months ago.

There’s this mental debate about getitng the new scan results. We want to know, but we’re also afraid of what might be shown. Without knowing one way or another your mind toggles between worst and best case scenarios.